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是成車兒!不是乘車兒~To be attractive 19 October DowdyI know it is early to review this year. It is only mid Oct. But it is really a long year for me. Carolyn told me that there are three bad things, since i have experienced those three, everything will be fine. I hope she's right.Anyway, I really really need a break now.
Yesterday i went to see the movie "Wall-E" with Carolyn and Julia.The love between the Robert is so simple.The relationship between people will not be like that.But it is a good movie.
Today i hang out with Fiona. We did sth secretly~lol~
25 January Am I a loner?
6 July Transhipment"You could close your space"my friend said to me.lol~yeah i agree with you.Just a word"lazy" can not explain the action of long-time no updating the blog.
In fact, i did not have a good mood to write words. Since March, everything relating the applying i did met so many difficulties. Facing a serious problems, i complained and cried. "Why it's too hard for me to do everything? Why the guys are all the lucky dogs" So i believe that every difficulties i met is my destiny.But, no matter how hard it is, i have to go on doing it. Cause this is the life i want, i can not give up easily.But i hate the feeling of not suring anything. Till the moment i got the permit paper, I realized that the bad luck had gone, at least at that moment. However, the result is good. That's it.
It's my happiest time in these 4 monthes. So i want to share with you~
19 November Don't cry aloudThis night, i visited Levi's home. In fact, went there to have last dinner with the guys(Xiangnan Sun and LinbinSu)and say goodbye to them.This semester, they dicided to leave the college.Maybe they have planned their futuer.What can i do are respecting their decision and supporting them.Any way, I hope the ways they chose suit them well . In fact, I really hate saying goodbye.So i try to pretend to caring nothing. I once regarded the kind of people who are afraid of saying goodbye as mature guys.I always think that if you are mature enough, you'll never afraid of being apart.I thought i had become the person who can face being apart directly.Maybe i was wrong.I still feel sad when the time of saying goodbye really come in,just like tonight.Though i can smile to them just as usual on the surface,i feel sorry for their leaving in my mind.I know that we still can have chit chat on QQ or see each other in the future.However, the days we spent in the college is end. So i can understand why Xiangnan Sun can not help crying in the middle of the meal.The whole night, we still try to smile loudly and say some funny things as usual.Just as Levi said, "we hide the tear behind the smile"Suddenly,a song crashed my mind"Do not cry out loud"
-Do not cry out loud, just keep inside and learn how to hide your feelings.
-Fly high and proud and if you should fall remember you almost had it all 18 November I am blueYesterday, i ate too much.Oh my god~So you can image what happened next?My weight... However, that's not the point.What i want to say is I am blue~ i feel terrible about many things around me these days.Maybe it also relates to the ended exam. So i choose to eat too much to fight with my mess mood.Oh, my poor stomache~I am sorry~Maybe next time, i will be kind to you~I just want to come back to be who i used to ~ 13 October Say what?Today, i went my space as usual.To my happiness, there was a new note from Leo."You are lazy bone~"hehe yap~i reallydid not refresh my space for a long time.Everytime i go to the space to expect new notes from the visiters,however i forget other's expections.Oh i am a greedy woman indeed.
In fact, these days, my life was in a mess.Numerous quizes drove me mad.There's nothing worth talking about.Today i had chat on line with a friend.She said she hoped to come back and missed the past.Few monthes ago, Maybe i still had the same feeling to her, but now i am only looking forward tomorrow.What i wish is tomorrow is better.No matter how wonderful the past time was, the truth is that it has gone.People always missed what they had lost.As long as you look back the past, you will find something avaluable to you.It is not our faults,right? I t 's just the law of life which we can not change.
This month i have a new friend, mona.Maybe it is only thing i could remember to celerbrate.lol~(i learn "lol"from her)
The leaves of maples in xiangshan began to become red. It is said the view is beautiful.So we decided to go there this weekend.I hope there will be not many people there(it seems possible,hehe so i am praying for miracle~)
21 September The breakup season It is just like the old Chinese saying"Fall is a sorrowful season."Maybe it is just coincidental that many my friends chose the same time to breakup, In fact,the real fall has not come yet .Cause the weather is the same as the Summer's.However it seems coming earlier.last night ,i heared the weeping from the next room .It is not the first time.These days,we have been used to it.We do not want to mention the elephant in the room.We can do nothing except giving them enough space.However the hurt should be cured by themselves.Life goes on,What we need is to redirect ouf focus.I really believe that everything is meant to be.Many things are planned ahead.There is no need to ask useless question like why it's me.Try to take it. No matter how tough the life is ,you can go through it.Let's believe the time magic power and ourselves. |
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